Posted January 29th, 2010 by justBcoz in Kids []
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You know how sometimes something feels too weird to be real?

And you can’t really get your head around it so you tend not to think about?

It’s out there, but it isn’t REAL for you …

Yeah.

I’ve been experiencing this.

Until today.

Today it feels real. Today it’s sinking in.

Today I’m starting to feel bleak.

My beautiful boy, Son#1, is leaving on Tuesday … for a year of travelling and working overseas.

The Gap Year.

Shit, I am going to miss him SOOOOOOOO much!

I love you, baby xxx

myboy

justBcoz
  1. SheBee says:

    I know as his momma you’re sad – but HOW FREAKING EXCITING FOR HIM!!!!

    Where’s he going?

    Good luck SOn#1 – I hope you have a blast!

  2. justBcoz says:

    @SheBee … I know, it’s an incredible opportunity for him and he’s completely amped!

    He’s starting off in the UK, in Brighton – he’ll be staying with his uncle (the X’s twin brother) for a month and sorting work out. He has a basic plan for the year of where he’s going and what he’s going to do. The first half of his trip will be spent working in various places while he saves to go traveling for the second half.

    But yes, I’m sad. A whole year of not seeing him. Wow.

    I think I have pre-half-empty-nest syndrome.

  3. Dad says:

    Wow!! So soon? I hope I have a chance to pop in and say cheers before he goes but if I don’t then all the best and – “Be careful out there.”
    I am also hoping to leave on Tuesday on the next part of my journey.

  4. justBcoz says:

    OMW Dad … you too!?

    *deep breath*

    Yes, it all happened pretty quickly! Once he made up his mind to defer his studies things just kinda avalanched.

  5. Dad says:

    I am only going for 3 or 4 weeks as I have a pretty full diary for March.

  6. Chris M says:

    :-(

    At least you have a beeg family around you, and just think of all the prezzies he will bring back, hehe :)

  7. cath says:

    Thinking of you. I know its a sad day when us chickens fly the coop. But, I promise Son#1 is gonna have a rocking time, learn SO much and make you proud X

  8. justBcoz says:

    I know it’s going to be awesome for him. It’s just a helluva long time for him to be so far away.

  9. Angel says:

    Just thinking about my knucklehead ever leaving is terrifying…