Posted December 1st, 2008 by justBcoz in Personal []
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Including Son#1, Son#2, Miss Boats and INSANE amounts of work.

But I’m handling …

I’m actually surprised!

There are no signs of any cracks yet, despite the fact that I’m carrying an awful lot and juggling a whole lotta balls. Oh sure, I’ve gotten upset about stuff, but it’s not eating me. I’m feeling ok.

Shite … hope I haven’t jinxed it now!

We’ll see.

justBcoz
  1. StevenMcD says:

    congrats :) You’ve been through a lot this year, and its almost over :)

  2. Amod Munga says:

    You said “balls”.

  3. justB[coz] says:

    @Steven … I don’t think I’d be lying if I said that this year would have been damn near impossible for me had it not been for this blog and all the incredible support that I get from you and everyone else here.

    @Amod … *gasp* :D

  4. Chris M says:

    Shout if there’s anything extra I can help out with please.

  5. Dad says:

    Maybe, at last, you are getting to a place where you don’t feel guilty for all the shite that is going round.
    All you can do is your best to help out as much as you can without turning yourself into wreck.

  6. justB[coz] says:

    @Chris … thank you, I shall :-)

    But WOW, let me just say that having you here as part of my team is a phenomenal help already! Knowing that you are just handling the things that you are, and that I don’t have to worry about them is such a huge burden off my shoulders.

    @Dad … perhaps, yes. At the risk of being the bad guy (and actually that doesn’t bother me, not when I know I’m doing the right thing), I’m setting up necessary boundaries that have been lacking in the past.

  7. Chris M says:

    That’s awesome justB[coz], glad I can assist, thank you for inviting me onboard! I’m capable of handling a large number of things at the same time so don’t hesitate to just ask, if I can’t I’ll say so, so we’ll never run into a late deliveyr situation. I think your team is unbelievable, I’ve never worked along side such an efficient team, it’s fantastic! ;)

  8. cath says:

    Smooches. You inspire me every flipping day. God, I’m blessed to know you X

  9. justB[coz] says:

    @Dad … or perhaps it’s jusB[coz] I wasn’t fully aware of what’s been going on!! Dammit.

    Today has been an eye opener.

    Now that I am unearthing and discovering more and more CRAP I’m starting to feel a whole lot less SERENE.

  10. justB[coz] says:

    And yeah, that’s a MAJOR understatement!!!!!!!

    *deep breaths*

    FFS

    *more deep breaths*